All the reasons I feel inadequate and probably am:
1. My current boss doesn't want to give me a reference for something I want to do AFTER my contract ends because they don't want me to leave. But I really want to do college next year and go back to Oxford!
2. I feel called to do something, and have no idea how I can. I don't have any academic knowledge in the area.
3. I don't know how to make sense of the past two years.
4. I feel I need to do this PD for the sake of the children. And my co-teacher cannot, and I can but intend to leave next year. And they hope PD-doing people can stay.
5. I always feel like I'm less than the other.
6. I'm always thinking self and other.
7. I just don't have what it takes to eat all the chocolate in the world.
8. There's not much I can do about 7.
9. My dogs are too heavy to carry around comfortably but they still look at me pleadingly. And I know what they're saying.
10. 2 Cor 12:9
